Busy... super busy

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

I notice that I had abandon my blog for quite some time...

Sorry about that...

Had been very busy for the past few days with assignments and presentations to be done and prepare...


Anyways, will update my blog once I got back from KL... Going down to KL for Christmas! ^^V

Gonna shop shop shop like a mad person again~ wee~~~ XD

But this time, with a tight budget cause my money had dried up. How so? Cause of a Chirstmas present which I did not expect to get~ =)

The present~ I wont say it here...

maybe will blog about it in my next post~ *wink*

omg~ so many things to blog about~ hoho~ But all have to wait until Christmas is over... =)

PS : I am happy with the life I am living now.. xoxo~ ^^

Sweet Stuff~ ♥

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Aren't they cute? ^^

To be frank, one of my hobbies is to bake bake and bake! =D But unfortunately, due to my laziness and also the time it consumes, I hardly bake at all... Not only that, the thought of having to clean up everything after baking can really spoil my mood sometimes... =.=

Anyways, I did bake once before.. hehe =) not many of u knew about it cause I didn't mention anything about it in my blog... =) It was OK to my mum.. She said it was crispy enough... But it was not really good according to my ex though... =X haiz... Anyways, that was the first and the last time I baked. Was thinking of baking again this semester break... What do you think? =)

Honestly telling you, one of my dream jobs is to open a bakery shop where I can sell and bake various types of cupcakes, muffins and cakes. At the same time, decorate them beautifully~ wee~ ^^ but of cause, like i said, it is only a dream... But I really hope to turn it into reality some day... Have to sharpen up my skill in baking first for sure... >.<""

Anyway, I had linked up several websites and also blogs on desserts recipes at the right corner of my blog... Have a look if you are interested. =)

One more thing, please do let me know if there is anymore websites or blogs that have desserts or chocolate recipes... leave a message in my cbox ya~ =)


Monday, December 7, 2009

To be honest, I should like this (the picture) instead of blogging here... hehe

anyways, can say that nowadays are very busy... or shall i say... I am suppose to be busy... but unfortunately, always got myself carried off with fb or blogging... dang! Should stop this bad habit of mine.. ish ish... >.<


sobs... Hope everything is well... =X

there is both sides to everything

Saturday, December 5, 2009

haiz... can say that the mood I am having now is both sad and happy but more one the sad side... =(( Why sad? cause I cannot manage to go for the factory visit next Thursday. Did not register myself on time. haiz...

but slightly happy cause somebody helped me shoot someone... I was like yes~~~ a very good way of commenting that certain something... it was like take that, you idiot!!! Yes, can say that I still despise him until now even though I did not show it out... I mean come on! If i despise someone that does not mean I have to tell the world or something... =.=

anyway, love that respond to the max~~~ hah!!! XDD

Have a break

Friday, December 4, 2009

It is already 12.27am and here I am still staring at the screen of my laptop as my fingers busily typed on the keyboard but one thing different for now is that I am not typing my assignments but am blogging instead~ XD

Cannot blame me, I seriously need a break before my brain goes on strike and refuse to think. So I have to let it rest for awhile by blogging. Cannot afford to let it rest by fb-ing. Too risky. Later ended up ignoring my long list of to-do's then die! That time u can see me operating like 7Eleven d. T^T


Today was OK for me cause things run kind of smoothly with nobody stepping on my tail badly or squeezing it till it breaks or something. Laughed a lot today. =) thanks to my funny classmates who crap and sing from time to time. hehe~ Then during the 3 hours of replacement for practical lab was Ok (although it does not seem that way for some other people =X) still it was good cause I enjoyed the class. =)

I think I can conclude today as satisfactory (minus the pile of assignments that I am working on right now! >.<)

peace~ ^^V

not good =(

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

I must say that none of my days are good or cheery since Monday. Why? cause nothing is there for me to look forward to. =(( haiz... like today, I have to go for time trial for swimming since Inter-campus starts on the 11th of Dec which is just a few more days away. Because of this, I have no choice but to turn down my friends' offer. They are celebrating 2 of my classmates birthdays in Redbox just now and the whole class went except 3 or 4 ppl. So I have again missed the chance of celebrating with my big group of classmates again... =(( The previous one I did not go because I was not allowed to go. Their time for gathering is too late for my parents' curfew which is 10.30pm. T^T haiz... and this time, I could not make it again because of next week's competition. So yeah, I did not have a single good day since Sunday at all. =((

haiz... This week I have seriously land myself on a bed of thorns. Nothing for me to look forward to nowadays. haiz... Sometimes life really really suck but there is nothing u can do about it but to stay strong and move on. I have been staying strong for as long as I can remember. So I guess there is no excuse that I can't do the same again. =(( But still, the feeling of sadness is there. I don't know, maybe to any of u out there might not see this as a big or huge problem but to me, it is. Cause I am the type of person who likes to hang out with big group of friends, laugh out loud and joke until tears are shed. So naturally when there is a big celebration that involves everybody, I surely wanna go if im invited. But sometimes, not all functions like this are fun. Still, u won't know till u actually went for it.

Some more, this Saturday I can't go out cause my parents got other stuff to do so have no choice but to postpone to Friday instead. Hope they can make it on that day. =((

Now I have 2 assignments on my back which add to my pain and sorrow. sad... very very sad... =(( well, i guess I'll end here. Got assignments to attend to already.

3 days holiday~~~ ♥

Monday, November 30, 2009

These 3 days were fun~ Went shopping with my family on Friday... And I ended having more clothes than the rest... XPP It is hard to resist when there is sales in ALMOST every shop k??? believe me, if u were to be in my shoes, I bet u'll feel the same way too... XD

Anyways, bought a top in the Next shop and 2 more tops in Hush Puppies. There was this pink coloured sleeveless shirt that caught my attention in that shop... It was love at first sight but unfortunately, the design was not good enough... =(( else I would have grab it without thinking twice! XD

Then went to meet my aunt and uncle after dinner cause they came over for the 3 days hols and also for my grandpa's death anniversary. Anyway, did nothing much over there. Just chit chatting. =)

The on saturday also went out the whole day. Went over to the beach carnival. There were quite a number of activities held over there. One of them was Mr. Muscle i think... Forgot what is the actual title... ^^" Had laksa there... wakaka... It was kinda salty but nice~ ^^

I guess that is all that I wanna blog about... Cause if I were to actually blog everything in detail, I think I'll exceed the word limit of this post (if there is a word limit) and also I am too lazy to write everything d~ XD

ps: my aunt said I have grown thinner! wee~ ^^ thanks to my diet of salad salad and more salad during a period of time... XD But I have been eating non stop for the past few days. Gotta control it soon b4 I really grow fat!

hehe~ cheers~ ^^V

update abandon blog~

Friday, November 27, 2009

I realise that I have abandon my blog for quite some time. This is caused I have promise myself something and I have to keep it. So due to that promise, I unintentionally abandon my blog. XD

Anyway, alot of things had happen during the past few days. Good and also bad. The good ones, some are secrets~ XPP some are not whereas the bad ones.. haiz.. I prefer not to talk about it. The wound have yet to heal. =(

Screw that.. What had happen had happen no matter how much I despise it. So I am just gonna focus on the happy stuff~ ^^ Went over to Shirlyn's house yesterday for some reason, had dinner there as well. =) and while I was there, I explored her webcam.. eak eak eak...

Cause my laptop does not has a build in webcam so out of curiosity, I explore hers. Thus, we ended camwhoring with her webcam... hehe.. Most of the pics are normal but there are some which are very sampat too... XD share some with u over here... XD

One of the normal pics taken.. ^^ although the camera is not sharp, all webcams have low mega pixels... =)

Nice leh~ *vain* XP

Now for some of the sampat pics... hehe..

Dont ask what we were doing... It is just random act...
These are some of them... Dont wanna post too much later u all goosebumps pula... Abo later worse, shock tiok u all lo... hehe =D

That's all I wanna write for this post ba... ^^

Voila~ ♥

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Just changed my blog layout~~ and yes, its purple or pink again!! wee~~~ ^^

Cant blame me for liking pink de k..

but i find this layout better than the one i had previously...


love this new one~


Happy happy day ♥

Today was good. =) Morning started well, afternoon was satisfactory and evening was enjoyable. ^^

Why? cause..

IN the afternoon, was having practical lab for embedded system which we have to convert C++ language to assembly language to be programmed into the PIC (Programmable Integrated Circuit). The type of PIC we are using is the 16F877A with 20MHz. One thing about this is that it is never easy but the output produced once u have succeed is amazing! XD

Like today, we learn how to program a motor such that it will rotate clockwise for 2 seconds then anti-clockwise for another 2 seconds b4 stopping for 2 more seconds. It was very challenging and not easy but once u know what is going on, it will become interesting. Very interesting. ^^

Wanted to took a video or a pic of the process but was too busy that time.. >.<
Then we also did programming on how to control the buzzer (our regular alarm) and lighting of the LED with a switch. It was seriously challenging but damn pissed when u failed to identify the error in the codes.

Well, in short, there is 2 sides to everything. =)

Then after the lab, went for tea with some of my classmates before heading to swim. It might not sound like I have done much but to me, it is satisfying enough. *smiles*

♥ ♥ ♥


Thursday, November 19, 2009

Nothing much happen lately. Just tonnes of assignments come piling one by one like nobody's business. Stressed with this? nah. I'm cool. Still can happen the load. =)

Anyway, like I said, nothing much happen lately just a few. Bought a new pair of contact lenses about a week or 2 ago. Was very exciteed bout it. ^^ Cause it is coloured and give the "big eye effect". Ya, my eyes look bigger then usual when I wear them but don't worry, I don't like a monster or Ju-On. >.< It looks naturally big not like weirdly big kinda big. XD I must say that I'm glad to buy it. It somehow make me happier. wee~~~ XD

This pair of lenses last for only 3 months though. So after done using this, I'm planning to buy other colours instead and from other sellers (cheaper =)). Was thinking of buying blue or green instead... what u think? XPP I think before I can even wear it, my mum would have shoo me out of the house d... XD


So the next thing that had happen was.. I had finally watched 2012~~!!! wee~~~ ^^ Went with my mum, sis and some others yesterday. The show was awesome~~~ The 2 and a half hours are really worth the show. Seriously~ The effects (I heard its a Malaysian who did it... wow~) and the story line was good. Really two thumbs up~! ^^

I think that is it for now. Nothing much to blog about lately. Not being so active in blog like I used to d... why? Cause lazy lu~~~ XP



Thursday, November 12, 2009

Some say that the gift of life is life itself... Some people might agree with it and some might not... For me, I do agree with this statement but that gift can neither always be a nice one nor a bad one. There are good and bad side gifts along the way as you travel down the path you choose.

To me, life is like a bed of roses. Sometimes u will land on the soft, flawless petals but sometimes when u roll around, u might landed on the sharp, unexpected thorns. At that time, those thorns might left a scar that is permanent on you or it might only last for temporary. If there is a scar left, it might be physically or mentally and sometimes when you are unlucky, u got both at the same time. But still, life still goes on and the world still spins. Sun will still rise and set, moon will still continue to change its phase. The world won't change cause of your pain and sorrow.

As the saying goes... "to the world, you meant nothing but to someone u might mean the world to him/her" ...

Yes, always remember that no matter how bad your situation is, there is always someone there to share your tears, lend u a shoulder to cry on, to allow u to let off your anger/ inner feelings.. That someone might be your parents or your friends... Even also your siblings... At that time, you will realise that you are not alone in this world. You are never alone cause you will always be surrounded by people who care for you. Maybe some people will disagree with me but I believe, there is a special someone for everyone of us. It does not have to be your other half. It might even be your pet cat or dog instead. =)

So love your family, treasure your friends... They are the ones who wont turn their back on you when you needed someone to be there for you...

♥ ♥ ♥

Lazy blogger

Saturday, November 7, 2009

There are like tonnes of stuff I wanna share out loud about but sadly, I am either too lazy or when I am in the mood, I am too busy.. >.<>
Just wanna share some pics and what I did on thursday... Went to Hard Rock to celebrate 2 of my friends' birthday... ^^ It was fun...

The place there was seriously awesome!!! *2 thumbs up* ;)

Some pics for u all to see... =)

Some of the scenery there... =)

The pizzas~ yumm~~ ^^
They seriously taste good~ no joke~

The rest of the pics, refer to my fb... lazy to upload all d... XD

everything is destinied?

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Well, today is kind of boring... Was actually suppose to go out with one of my friend to celebrate his birthday but end up he has to cancel it cause other stuff comes out... No choice but to postpone it to next saturday instead... can say that I was neutral with it cause this is not the first time he is doing this... used to it d... haha

Anyway, i think i am glad that he cancel the outing. why? cause if it was not for this, I would have still stuck with a problem. What problem? studies problem. A lot of new subjects we are learning this semester and majority of them are NOT easy AT ALL. Seriously! >.<

But luckily one of my friends offered to teach me. He said he is not very pro at it but still at least I am able to learn something instead of now, knowing nothing. Thanks alot ya! =)

This semester is seriously not easy and that does not make me any happier. =/

Anyhow, I have plan to graduate by next year May and I'll make sure I WILL!!! That is the promise I'll keep to myself and I'll fulfill. =)

Hang in there! Gambate, Balitung-chan! =)

The best is yet to come. =)

btw, Happy Halloween, ppl! XD

Happy~ ^^ ♥

Friday, October 30, 2009

Nowadays I felt much happier since last night. =)

Had one hell of fun that day. ^^
I hate to admit it but sometimes my heart still soften or weakens when I see you..
But I had improve alot since that day..
And I mean alot! =)
Thanks to this, I strongly believe on this phrase...

"Time will heal and cure everything"

Cause I had faced it myself. =)
Anyway, a few days ago was not as nice as today though.
Cause of some people..
Let me just ask u this simple question...
If a person demand for an "A" for a subject but gives rubbish work, do you think he should get a huge slap on the face?
No? If no then ma no lo..
Yes ma yes lo..
Just asking for opinion nia ma..
Comment on this question please~ XD
cause that is what I kena a few days ago...
thus killing tonnes of my skin cells unintentionally... >.<
Anyway, its over d.. Whats done is done...
Forgive and forgets ^^

anyway will upload pics and talk about Wednesday evening soon. ^^

My part is done =D

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Just finished my part of the assignment. Felt more relieve as one task had been scratched off from my to-do list... =)

balapapa~ But I still have one more assignment to go though... >.<

sigh... the thought of it just kills me...

U know what I feel like doing now? I feel like wanna go out~~~ hang out with friends~~~ Go clubbing if can.. XDD I know that is a bad girl thing but hey, I wanna know how is the environment and the place is like... XD

But unfortunately, this so called dream of mine wont be fulfilled so quickly...

Why? because I am living under the same roof with 2 government who do not support bribery... anti-rasuah u see... so yeah, there goes my chance to fulfill my dream~~ T.T XD

Anyway, all I have to do is to wait for a few more years then freedom shall be mine~!!! muahahaha~ *grins*

man, its been ages since I last crap on my blog... it feels good~ =)

New blog template~

Saturday, October 24, 2009

yes yes... I have finally change my blog template~ What you think? how is it? Nice ma? =)

hehe.. happy happy! ^^

(Although i really have to start doing my assignment... Havent start a thing ko... >.<)

Too lazy d~ =X

will go and start now before its too late~ XD


Friday, October 23, 2009

Today I can consider it as neutral... Why? cause today was good.. as in nothing went wrong and etc... but then somehow my mood does not have the same frequency as my day though... Why?

I dont know... Maybe was too bored or felt lonely? O.o But anyway, it did not last for long.. =)

Seriously after spilling out everything yesterday at my previous post, I really felt better... Although sometimes there is still a feeling of awkwardness from time to time, its minor... =)

balapapa~ Hope the days to come are as good as today...

love and peace, ppl~ ^^

I am confused

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

I am confused of my feelings towards you... Whether is it because I miss our memories or is it that I still love u? I dont know... I really dont... There are times when I thought I am finally over you but the next day, something you did will make me think otherwise... *sigh* =/

To be frank, the feeling I am having now is that I want you back... I want you back in my life... I want you to be there for me whenever I am sad or happy... To be there to share my life... But I guess it's no use telling them out now does it? The damage had been done and the consequences are all that are left for me to bear... It hurts deeply sometimes but what else can I do but to tighten the grip of my fist and bear with it? What else can I do?

I did try to be friends with you again but most of the times, I'll hold myself back... afraid that I might not able to face the ugly truth once more... I tried hating you with all my heart but sadly, it was to no avail...

To tell you honestly, every now and then memories of us will come filling into my head and before I realized it, I had already sink myself into our memories... Those memories which we once cherish and share... Those days when we love each other with all our hearts... Those days to me, were filled with nothing but happiness... I could not find anything else which can replace those moments... I even thought that this was the one whom I thought was ideal... But sadly, not everything comes to a good ending does it? Not everything you hope to get will fall onto your hands does it? *sigh*

I know and I've learn it the hard way... The way which I have to endure this torturous feeling for as long as it stays... I've been trying to brush this off... Trying to deny what I actually felt... But the denial will end today as I spill them out in this post... You might never read it at all... Might never know how I feel... I dont care anymore because atleast I felt better after that... Atleast to me, I'm finally facing the problem that I tried to run away from...

But if there is a choice, I hope I can turn back time and hope that when we meet, it was at the right place and at the right time... in future? I dont know... right now, I'll just go with the flow...

the 160th post

Monday, October 19, 2009

I know i said I dont wanna blog anymore but no choice... For the sake of not wanting my number of post to end with a 9... I blog...

(The previous post was my 159th post... a '9' there u see.... ugly hor? >.<)

anyway, wanna watch fullmetal alchemist now... XD then go to bed earlier today... Cause cant afford to be in a sick mode for long... the feeling sucks... >.<

ps: the more I look at u, the more I hate u... >.< its not like u'll read my blog anyway...

bad day

I shall rate today as not good... Not good at all... why? cause I woke up with a sore throat... follow up with flu and lastly, cough... sobs... Yesh, I am sick... =/ sien nia... feel so steam and blur right now... But still have the energy to go on9 though... XP hehe... anyway, nowadays nothing much happen... just the same old routine... Wake up, breakfast, go College, go home, on9, sleep... The same old thing repeat and repeat and repeat...

haiz... bored... I know... I am living a boring lifestyle... >.<

haiz... But of course, i did went for a swim every now and then lo... Still ok gua... =/ But this sem not going for training d cause nobody wanted to train... sigh... Lets just hope that I wont rust badly when I go for the InterCampus this December ba... >.<

Last year, it was ok cause there is constant training u see... But now, with my own ability (+ my lazyness XPP) God knows how will I perform that time... =/ haiz haiz... no choice... Have to work harder by myself d! XD

balala... sigh... I think I'll just stop here ba...nothing much to talk about... =X not in the mood to crap much anyway...

the biggest slap

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

The moment the lecture was dismissed, she quickly packed her things and rushed out of the hall towards the internet lab. This was the day she had been waiting for since she knew about it. As she marched towards the lab, her heart beats 2 times faster than its regular rate. No words can utter from her mouth as she waited for the web page to load. To make the matter worse, the system is working slowly than usual due to the number of students who too were trying to log in at the internet lab. Impatiently, she kept clicking the refresh button hoping to speed up the process but it was to no avail. Instead, it was much slower than it used to.

She had waited for almost 15 minutes while playing games to kill time but the system was still as slow as it was before. Even her friends who were with her had successfully checked their results. Frustrated, she changed to another computer hoping to get a better outcome but sadly, was to no avail again. This continue to happen until the last 5 minutes before 12pm strike, the results were finally out. The moment she set her eyes on the screen, she felt an invisible slap on her face. A hard and solid one. There was no mark on her face but the mark was marked in her heart and soul. It was swollen after awhile. Swollen with sadness, disappointment and shock. At that time, negative feelings had taken over her soul and mind. There was dark aura around her, nothing bright, cheery or sunny. None at all. Not even a simple smile can she forged on her face.

One thing about her which until now she considered it her weak point was she could never fake her feelings. So there she was the whole day at college without a smile nor a slight feeling of happiness. She was blaming everything on her and no one else because she knew it was useless. No matter how much she wanted to push the responsibility to someone else nothing can be done to change what had happen. Nothing can turn back time so that she could avoid this unwanted mistake. Nothing. Nothing at all. She was in total silence when she entered the next class but went out to make a phone call after placing down her bag.

She told her mum about her results heavy-heartedly. The thought of all the high hopes that she hoped to achieve for her was filling her head and before she could stop it, tiny droplets of tears begin to stream down from her eyes. Her vision was blurred but she ignored it. As she continued to speak, her voice weakened and her words had jumbled up in a murmur. Yes, she was crying in her friend's arms as she ended her conversation with her mum. Atleast there was a shoulder for her to lean and to cling on for support when she needed it most. Quickly, she wiped off her tears and washed her face in the toilet. As she and her friend slowly walked back to the tutorial room, she managed to calm herself down.

Matters became worse when she received news about the results of other people. There she was wondering what had gone wrong. She knew what had happen and the cause of it but the mistake was irreversible. There was no use crying over spilled milk but to tell herself to work harder and more serious for the coming exams. She knew she could do better this time and she will. Hope that the future will be able to cover this filthy pathetic past of hers cause this was the last thing she wanted to be reminded of.

Once beaten twice shy, there will not be a second time...

Funny but true... XD

Monday, October 12, 2009

I received this email from one of my friends and I cant help laughing as I read it on... XD

Have a look.. XD

Things You Need to Know About Chinese Swordsman Movies
1. Being the hero's parents will always be unlucky and will usually be killed by enemies when the hero is young, and the hero will become an orphan.

2. When a man is wounded and dying, he always manage to catch his breath and speak a few sentences to reveal the killer before dropping his head and declared dead.

3. Skilled people are able to fly over roof tops, up trees and across distances without any sweat. But when travelling to towns and villages, they still have to walk or ride horses.

4. The heroes need not have to work for money, but will always have gold and silvers with them to pay for their dishes.

5. The heroes and villains will meet each other very often no matter how big the country is and no matter where they are.

6. Healing internal wounds in the body is as easy as sitting down cross-legged, palms on the knees and smoke coming out from the head.

7. They can keep a lot of stuff in their sleeves and waistband and never drop them (carrying especially lots of those gold and silver ingots)

Things You Would Never Know Without Indian Movies

1. A man will show no pain while taking the most ferocious beating
but will wince when a woman tries to cleanse his wounds.

2. The hero cannot fall in love with the heroine (vice versa) unless they first perform a dance number in the rain.

3. Once applied, make-up is permanent, in rain or in any other situation.

4. Two lovers can be dancing in the field and out of nowhere, 100
people will appear from god-knows-where and join them in the dance.

5. In the final scene, the hero will discover that the bad guy who he is up against is actually his brother and the maid who looked after him is his mother and the chief inspector is his father and the Judge is his uncle and so forth.

6. Key English words used in the movie (usually said out loud between sentences) are No Problem!, My God!, Get Out!, Shut-up!, Impossible!, Please forgive me!

7. They drop down on the ground and roll and roll while singing and
come out with different clothing.

8. They can run around the coconut trees, singing, batting eyes-lid, throwing glances at each other and change clothes all at the same time without being out of breath.

funny eh? and very true... X)


Sunday, October 11, 2009

I dont know why but somehow I feel very emo and down for now. It was like I cant find anything that can cheer me up. Nothing. Maybe my mum was right about having butterflies in my stomach. Maybe I am like that right now is because of the results tomorrow.

Seriously, frankly speaking, I am very very nervous. I am scared. Scared of what the results will bring tomorrow. Happiness? sadness? Cant forgive myself for the results? which one will it be? *sigh*

Im scared... I really am... Cant wait to face the result and get over with it.. Atleast I dont have to seat here and keep guessing like a mad person... =(


hope tomorrow brings good news...
*pray hard* =/


Saturday, October 10, 2009

Its Saturday and here I am staring at the screen of my laptop again. Was hoping to get a part of assignment done but unfortunately nothing comes into my mind. Why? I dont know. Besides, the explanation in the paper was not clear enough. *sigh* I was really clueless on what the thing actually want. damn! >.<


very sien...


very bored...

help! =/

A thing or 2

College had started since a week ago and here I am having 2 assignments on hand already! Hectic is the word that will describe this sem. =/

Speaking of which, I went for a movie on wed with some of my course mates and Shirlyn. Sounds fun? yeah.. it was "fun" alright. why? Cause I was dragged into watching Sorority Row! thats why!

T.T for those who don't know, I not a fan of horror and thriller movies. Nah-a! Never a fan cause I'll ended up screaming or shouting every now and then when the killer is about to strike or when the ghost is about to appear. One more thing is they purposely maximize the volume of the music when it was about to happen. Yes, that scared the shit out of me. >.<

So for that movie, I hugged Shirlyn's hand very tightly and yes, my screaming did scare her instead of the movie. XD That cannot be blame cause I did not ask to watch triller. She was like "next time dont wanna watch triller with u d ler. U scare me more than the movie did!" after we came out from the cinema. hee.. So much for a movie with friends. XPP

Happy~ ♥

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Things had finally taken a 360 degree turn... Why? cause the problems that I had faced a few days ago had solved and it was solved the way I wanted it to. ^^ was seriously damn happy about this...

Like people always say, in every dark cloud there is a silver lining... I never fail in believing that idiom... Because I myself had encounter it not only once but more than that... =)

But of course, when I was in the "dark cloud", I was seriously very emo... Nothing can cheer me up that time... Even if it did, it did not last long... =/ My world that time was filled with thunder storms and nothing else... But now its the total opposite! ^^V

It is always sunshine and flowers bloom like nobody's business... wee~~~ that is my world now... ^^ It feels so good to know that the burden you carried had been finally lifted~

Hope everyday that comes will have my world filled with sunshine~ =)

^^ ♥ ♥ ♥ ^^

today's mood: happy ^^


Wednesday, October 7, 2009

hope 2mr turn out to be better than today....

hope my problem will be able to solve by then...
hope everything went on smoothly...
*cross my fingers*


I hate it.. emo

Tuesday, October 6, 2009


i dont know why but i just wanna bla something out....
its like... I feel beh song....
very very uneasy...
so uneasy that I wish I can just scream my lungs out loud....
hoping that it can lift up that heavy load....
And to think that yesterday was good...
It was perfect ok?
yesterday was smooth sailing....
but today... tuh diah!
turn out like shit nia...
I really hope I can survive this sem...
It is only the second day and I already felt like it has been weeks!!!
time past so freaking slow when u are down and out... =/
haiz... =(

ps: i thought u wanted to be friends... but when I tried talking to u.... u gave me a cold shoulder... what the hell man... =.=

bad bad day

yes.. today is only the second day of the second sem and here I am sulking over some issues which I no longer have the power to do anything.... yes... I am still sulking... but there is nothing I can do about it... So just let it be and see where does this go... Life has its ups and downs.... Nothing is constant, nothing ALWAYS goes the way you want it to be.... So just be it.... ignore your plan if it fails... Who knows? maybe the path I am going now will lead to something better? Good or bad its hard to say.... So just let it be... I know I can overcome the boundaries and obstacles.... and i will!!!

gambateh, Sharon-san... Aki nominaide!!! XD

Candid pics 2

Sunday, October 4, 2009

These are the candid pics from Jerejak island... XD Enjoy~

Person in pic: Ah Ten
Motive: wanted to act cool but... sigh... was interrupted by Choon Soon so there goes his coolness... XD

For this pic, I guess I dont have to say anything... The pic says it all... XD

Ah Ten trying to snatch Choon Soon's seat...

Ah Ten manage to snatch the seat. Choon Soon trying kacau him. the scene is sensored by Keat Wei. XD

The clearer view of the case "bully" XD

***Scenario End***

***Next Scenario***

presenting my 6 models... Today they are gonna teach u...
How To Act Cute With The Symbols "0", "2" and "5"... XD

The first symbol: 2
Which post u prefer? Got 6 different models with 6 different post to choose... XD

The symbol: 0
cute ma my models? XD

Last but not least....
The symbol "5"....
The cutest post among all!!! XD


Ps: Dont kill me if u all saw these... the pics are too cute to not share... XPP

Last day of sem break

Today is the last day of sem break aka my last day of fun... sigh... This is the first time Im whining about the sem break being too short... >.<>

Anyway, I was having my afternoon nap just now and I slept for 3 straight hours... woo! That's my new record for afternoon nap... XD just woke up awhile ago and now still feel kind of blur. Not only that, my stomach is hungry already! sish...

Ok.... Since my holidays are about to end, let me share some of the funny, candid pics with u all here... Up first, the pics from Cameron Highlands... It was taken at the Robinson Waterfall... The place there was seriously peaceful and refreshing with nothing but trees surrounding the waterfall... you can really smell fresh air there... No pollution or whatsoever... =) the sound of the splashing water caused by the waterfall really can calm your mind.

But while we were at there, I manage to take a few pics of my sis's "story"... Check it out... XP

Presenting the sampat "main" actress... XD
We manage to reach near the waterfall and there is how far we were allowed to go...

my sis: Can I go over there? Please?
Mum: no no no... Its dangerous...

2nd attempt of persuasion: Through dad
Unfortunately, she was ignored...XPP

So she could only stare at the spot she wanted to go...
she thinking: not want de... I want adventure! =/

***The End***

Its been ages

Its been quite some time since I last blog... As in post about my thoughts or my life... Why? Cause its either Im too busy playing games on the net or too lazy... Well, I have been having a lot of fun during my 2 weeks of semester break... Went to Cameron Highlands with my parents, one day trip to Jerejak with some of my college friends, hang out with my secondary school friends and crap... Had a lot of fun with them.. =)

Like yesterday, Shirlyn and I went shopping at Gurney... We went there in the morning and shop until 6pm... XD It was seriously fun... We went in every boutique and try everything clothes that we feel like trying... ^^ bought a top too... =)

To be frank, the mood I'm having right now is seriousness.... Nothing in me has the mood to crap or think something silly... Why? Blame it on my sis... She ruin my mood... Her profession... >.<>

Anyway, my results for the previous semester are coming out soon... Hope I score good and didnt fail any subject... *praying hard*

Alot had happen during the last semester... I hope this semester is gonna be better... I think it will be better... =)

You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

One of my fav songs as well... =)

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

Copy from http://www.lyricsmania.com/

New Divide by Linkin Park

Monday, September 28, 2009

This song damn nice wei!!! Should try listening to it... Rocks to the max!!! XD

May I present the lyrics... =D

I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divide

In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd deny
And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide
Across this new divide, across this new divide

Lazy blogger is up again

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Even though Im really not in the mood to blog, I still have to blog or else more will come and accumulate like nobody's business... =.=


Let's start with last Saturday...

Long huh? haih...



last saturday went gurney with Saw and Yen Yee...
Watch Where Got Ghost and went McD for lunch... My sis tag along as well cause she also wanted to watch that movie... The movie overall was not bad... Except that Saw saw kept cursing me all the way through the movie... saying "Kho Yi Tung, Im not gonna believe anymore" or "Si Kui Kho Yi Tung, this is the last time Im buying your story" words like that... and she cant help but to keep mentioning my full name in her every cursing sentence...
aiks aiks... >.<


Cause I told her that the movie was not scary... =.= Well, the movie turned out to be slightly scary... It did scare us off guard every now and then... ^^" but hey, I was also a victim k? >.<>even the guys sitting behind us also scared... lols...

The movie was good overall... It was really laugh till scared, scared till laugh.... It was like when you knew that a ghost is gonna pop out any sec, the actors started saying hilarious stuff... XD And when u were not expecting anything, the ghost will pop up and BOO! the whole cinema scream... haha

After that, we walked around Gurney and took a couple of pics in SnJ... XD Lai Funn met us there as she was working on that day in 1901... =) Here are the pics... 2 nia actually... hee...

from the left: Yen Yee, Saw Saw and I =)
It was such a coincidence that the colour of our jackets match with these bears... XD

Saw and I... haha

lazy to update blog again

Saturday, September 26, 2009

will update it soon... how soon? i also not sure... XD

The pics from Redbox

Saturday, September 19, 2009

ya ya... I know in the previous post I said that Im too lazy to upload the pics... But since Im sending them over to my friend... Why not just upload them as well... Kill 2 birds with one stone... XD

Ta-dah! presenting some of our sampat group pics... XD
geezz... hope non of them kill me after they see this... (that is if they saw this post... >.<) XD

wakakak.... its silly i know... XD there are still a few more sampat and funny ones but... Lets say... Its something not everybody want to show if you were to be in their shoes... its embarassing k... X)

Exam finally over!!!

I had just done entering hell!!! and the reward? 2 full weeks of heaven!!! XD

Love this equation~ XD

But the paper today was not very good... Can pass but with an ugly grade... A very ugly grade... VERY VERY fugly grade... >.<

Anyway, after that paper, we went for Redbox!!! wee~~~ There were 5 of us... Gab, Shirlyn, Eugene, lucas and I... XD Took some photos there... group and also random ones... XD upload them? lazy la~~~ XD Anyway, it was very fun... and really relaxing... =)

Love today~~~ ^^

2 more papers to go~

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Yesh, ppl... one more week to go and I'm free for torture!!! Atleast for 2 weeks b4 I enter hell again... But that time, it wont be hell of exam anymore... It will be hell of assignments and homeworks... tsk tsk... they are gonna pile up like nobody business again that is if I rot like this sem again... >.<

Anyway, ignore that coming soon mountain first... cross the bridge when I get there... XD
Got 2 more papers to go~~~ aka one more week of torture and Im free~~~!!!! wee!!! XD

After that, go shopping~ redbox~ hang out~ wakakak.... tonnes of plans waiting for me to carry out! eak~ eak~ eak~ I love this sem break~ cant wait!!! XD


Thursday, September 10, 2009

Today is a special day according to everyone... its the 9th of the 9th month of the year 2009... today at the 9th hour 9th minute and 9th second of the day... I was rushing my maths 4 exam like mad!!! Was challenging myself against time... its was seriously very rushy... and I ended up giving away 10 marks... T^T my 10 marks grow wings...sobs...

Anyway, today is a speical day to rmb for me... Not because of love... But because I finally got what I have been waiting for 3 weeks!!! XD wee~~~ wanna know whats that? My previous blog tells it all~~~ =)

And who says that u have to stay in a relationship to stay happy? neh... I am single AND happy~ ^^V

A day with magic

Like all girls, one of my dream is to be pretty and feel confident about it... Well, I guess my wish is granted but like all fairy tale, it does not last long... Atleast not forever... Anyway, I was satisfied with it... About 3 weeks ago, my college held its annual PR fair where students from public relation courses open booth for lucky draws, games, selling and promoting items and the list goes on... Then one of the booth was about photo shooting where the photographers from DeSantia bridal shop came over to our college for the photo shoot... A free 5R photo will be given to those who take part in it... It was suppose to be a photogenic competition...

At that time, Shirlyn and I were discussing about the price the bridal shops charge for personal photo shoot and how pricey it was... She planned to go for one of the package... Then one day, as I was walking to the tutorial room while noticing the notices put up by the PR students (they get to advertise their booth for a week or 2), this photo shoot competition thingy caught my eye... And it was a group photo kind of thing... So I was thinking since the photo shooting will be held in our college, why not? XD

Thats when I told shirlyn the news and both of us sign up! We almost missed the chance as we regiester kind of late but thanks to one of my coursemate who happen to know the organiser, we got in! =)

We were seriously excited as the day approached... I mean, to be honest, I have wanted to try this atleast once in my life and the chance is finally here! XD On that day, they put on a little bit of make up for us so that our face wont appear so oily in the photo... So can say that that day was the first time I put on make up during my college life... =)

Here are some of the pics...

One of my fav pic... =) It was the 5R photo that was given free so I use my camera to take the photo again cause I dont have a scanner to scan... XD

These are a few of it... I look so different from the real me... lols... XD
This is the usual me...

different ma? lols... XD

Good or bad... Its hard to say...

Saturday, September 5, 2009

TOday was the first day of my exam... Had Engineering Mechanics as first paper... And I had thrown 17 marks down to the drain... damn fucking shit de!!! NO thanks to my pathetic over condifence and carelessness... Bloody hell... The thought of it kills myself deeply... This is the most regretful thing I've ever done man... So unforgivable... >.<>

Anyway, besides this stupid pathetic mistake... My day went along well... Went swimming after the exam... Its been like ages since I last swim... XD Then went to gurney with my parents... Had jap food over there again!!! wee~~~ XD This time we went to Kozue jap restaurant... A new one... I ordered a onigiri (rice ball) with salmon... It was yummy~~~!!! XD But kinda pricey lo... =X

A couple of pics of it here~ =)

I know they look similar... zzz... Anyway... This is not the best part yet!!! The best thing about today was~~~~ I finally bought my new wallet!!! wee~~~ XD From Bonia... Finally found the type and size that I wanted... XD

Pics pics about it~~~

The packaging... XPP

Ta-dah~~~ My new baby~~ ^^ The box is not mine... Its actually the box of my mum's wallet... She bought one also... =)

Peek-a-boo!!! My darling again~ XD

The wallet before and after... Its much smaller in size d... hehehe... ^^V
♥ it~~~
♥ ♥ ♥ XD I just love shopping~

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