The fifth semester has just over which means that I have one more semester to go and I'll be graduating my diploma... This last semester will be shorter than the previous 2 semesters I had which is only 7 weeks! Yes, Half of the period of the previous semesters...
Anyway, after diploma... Decisions have to be made as where to further my studies...
Can say that Advance Diploma was always what I had in mind until... until recently...
I found out from my friend that The Star is providing scholarships for selected Colleges and Universities for certain courses... And the best part about it was if u get it, your tuition fees are 100% waived! I mean 100%??? Seriously??? So then I went and check online and true enough...
If u manage to get the scholarship, your tuition fees are waived full! I was like oh my God... I cannot believe it! But still... From what I manage to gather, The University of Nottingham does have the degree course of my field... Its call BEng / MEng 3 to 4 years Hons for Electronic Engineering... and It costs RM 34000 per year!
So imagine if i were to manage (lets just say if la ha...) to get the scholarship, it will be like wow! there goes the financial burden! But... Like one had said... there is a price for everything... which means... No Financial burden = Higher educational pressure... =( haiz... I mean seriously... I am currently studying under scholarship for my Diploma level and it has been killing my brain off slowly... I mean I get easily depress over my results although it is considered good for others... And I fuse myself all over studying!
Not to say anything but I was not like that when I was about to take my SPM... I was very free and easy... care free u know.. like who cares? can ma can lo... cannot so what? Big deal...
Not to say anything but to study under that type of condition was the best ever! I mean I got no worries... I don't make a big fuss out of my results (for mid term exams and tests)... But now, I am turning into a total different person... A pressure controlled freak! haiz... =(
Not to say anything but... Scholarship did help me A LOT... really... but still... the price to pay is there... haiz... And if it was not for the scholarship, I won't be in college right now but will be in form 6 instead... =(( The price to pay... This is the only question which I still cannot manage to find the answer... Am I willing to pay that price again? =X
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2 comments:
sharon , i m same like u ...
if no scholarship i also have 2 study in F6. in SPM , v no nit 2 care abt our result, but in college v have 2 care abt our CGPA ><
ya lo... haiz... can say that kinda stress also... but good in a way lo..
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