damn!!!

damn the assignments...
damn the stupid titles...
damn the objectives...
damn the stupid dead line...
and damn the internet for I couldnt find what i wanted to find!!!
argh!!!

thanks to this...
I dont get to update my blog...
I dont get to post my blog about ting hoay's bday...
I dont get to reply my comments in frenster...
I dont even get to go in frenster!!!
I also dont get to post some stupid last msg for sumbody...

And now?! I cant even find a SINGLE info on the topic that i want!!!

argh!!!

Life sucks sumtimes...
its like...
eventhough u have tried ur best...
things just din went on smoothly de... T.T

help me!!! down and out... T.T

urgh!!! the very first assignment for the second semester and it is already driving me insane!!! God!!! It was like I havent even started writing it out and by just finding information on it is seriously killing me!!! Holy crappy cow... And to think that I liked engineering science I during the previous sem... =.= This is like 10 times tougher than its previous assignments man!!! That was because I had absolutely no clue about what the lecturer wants and what are its main points that are needed to be focus on... Damn it la!!! I am so scared that I write out of point and all my marks will go down the drain... Seriously!!! And oh ya... I just remembered, I have to find info on the topic that I want to present for english... Ish!!! So much to do in so little time... man, life really sucks sometimes... >.<>.<

The weekends was fun

on saturday I had class from 9am till 12pm... after that, I went to gurney with saw and Shirlyn... Saw's mum fetch us there but before reaching the destination, we had lunch at one of the pulau tikus area's kopitiam cause we havent had lunch yet and thanks to that morning (I overslept due to me forgetting to set the alarm) which I had only a pau for breakfast... Thanks to that minute pau, I was wobbling like a souless body... It was like i almost melted due to starvation... XD Anyway, we went for "Disaster MOvie" at 2.30pm after that... Met up with Yen Yee and Yan Yan at GSC's entrance before entering... The movie was ok... Not really funny... It was not as funny as Scary movie 4 or superhero movie... It doesnt even tickled my funny bone... After the movie, we went jalan jalan around gurney and Yan Yan, Shirlyn and Yan Yee ended up buying a box of Korean biscuits... I wanted to buy the ramen that I tried that day but I was too broke to even consider about it... T.T

I went back to saw's hse that day was overnighting there... It was fun though... We were chit chatting the whole day until 3am before we sleep... What were we talking about? well... Its a secret~~~ XD The next day, we woke up at 9 something with me throwing 2 of her beanie toys at her... -grin evilly- anyway, we started crapping on the bed and chit chat again... After awhile, we went to get ourselves clean and wash up and head for the kitchen where saw cooked for me Ramen... It was not bad (although not very soft) still I'll give her a pass... XD Then we went back upstairs and started to download songs and have a mini karaoke in the room... We were singing "Wu Ding" playing duet... We were singing so enjoyably until that Lai Funn called... -.- and the minute Saw turn on the speaker, we were like Lai Funn ar!!! and the rest of the words were jumble up so much that she doesnt know what in the world were we talking about... Well, basically we were just complaining about how bad timing she is to call us at the wrong time... ok fine... u can take that as scolding... heh... u cant blame us u know cause if u were to be in our shoes, I bet u will do the same... >.< anyway, that weekend was fun... seriously! XD

neither too bad nor too good

Today class finished at 12.30pm so we went to Corners for lunch then head for gurney!!! our second home~~~ XD We went straight to popular to buy the stuff needed for engineering drawing... I bought a 0.3mm mechanical pencil, a box of 0.3mm lead and a compus which cost me a total of RM20.05 after discount!!! OMG~~~ there goes my $$... T.T Then my frends was like saying that this is seriously the most expensive subject in this sem... and i couldnt help but agree... >.<>.< I was damn clumsy man... And thanks to that, he have to borrow CK's ticket to get out and drive all the way to CSC to get that ticket from me... haiz.. I felt seriously bad and guilty... Make him waste his petrol nia... Sorry o, ting hoay~~ ^^" but other than that, everything was fine... =) I'm lovin' life and am moving on, ppl~~ ^^V

i shouldnt have done that

As i look at the pics...
without me in it...
even it had passed for so long...
my heart ache like it had just happened yesterday...
my tears are dried due to the surrounding...
if not, i think it'll be streaming down like 2 silent rivers...
why am i so fragile?
why cant i just let it go?
why must i go and accept him?
If i were to ignore it like i did a month ago...
I wouldnt be so moody now...
If only I can learn to let go completely...
I would have the guts to tell him...
Im happy that you have found happiness in your new life...
I would be able to say that without feeling sad, disappointed and pain...
haiz...
I guess...
after all these time, i thought i would have the courage to view anything about u...
but now i know im wrong...
so i think...
I wont log into Facebook ever again...
Cos i know...
no matter how much i tried...
a small part of me still cannot let u go...
>.<

lala~

ahem... dont misunderstand me when u read my title... NO, I dont support lalas... Mind you... I hate them!!! that lala that i type was suppose to be the sound of humming... So dont come around and say wah!! u finally like lalas... tell that to me and see what u get... my reply will be something like this... What in the fucking world make you think that I have started to like lalas? What are you? fucking blind or something? Cos u are seriously making me fucking pissed by just saying that... >.< nah... this is how my reply will be like... so think it properly before u even try to be funny with me in this matter...

Anyway, cut that rubbish...

Saja wanted to post this for the fun of posting nia...

blog...

blog...

bloggie~~~

XD XP

hhhmm...

today was only the second day of the 2nd semester and guess what? i have already gotten myself an assignment which has a due date of 26th oct... well... the deadline is still quite long so i dont have to worry yet right? ahem... wrong!!! like what i always said to myself... never piut off till tomorrow what u can do today... and hey, i dont like rushing last minute stuff but still by thinking of starting the assignment is seriously not fun at all... Its like scanning the web for information... copy and paste it... then find more information and copy and paste it again... And the process will keep on repeating and repeating again and again and again until I have finish that assignment of mine... ish... by just thinking it make me not in the mood for it at all... seriously!!! >.<

Anyway, today I got a 3hr break again between classes cos one of the tutorial was canceled... So u know la... we head straight for our so-called another "home", Gurney!!! XD had lunch at foodcourt cos yesterday already spend at Wongkok... >.< Then we went to the arcade again and played for awhile... After that, we went for pool again!!! heh~ And one of my fren was like aiyo, the first 2 days in college also we spend it at gurney... lols... well... I wont deny that its true... XP anyway, I did took a pic when we were playing pool but it was not very clear... so i think i wont post it here... =D Anyway, while we were playing, we had this little competition between us 2 girls and the other 2 guys... Guess what? We won!! wwwee!!! XD girl rules, man! And amazingly I manage to score 2 balls sequentially... woo!!! thats a record for mua~ XD

It was fun... but my $ also grow wings though... T.T
When I was onlining, I decided to clear and read all my mails in my inbox as they are seriously increasing by the day and I found a mail saying that my ex had addedme in facebook... I was like ... What? Seriously to tell u what was running in my mind that moment was... Are you sure that the person who added me is actually he himself or someone else who just happened to be using his account? You can call me paranoid or whatever shit but something inside me tells me so... Besides, its not like he wont give any access to his closest best fren, right? Believe me, i know... Anyway, its not like I am still playing with facebook... I have already gave it up since March... Except about a month ago, i did went in for awhile (to approve some frens)... Other then that, I didnt go in there anymore cause to me, that web is seriously boring and a waste of time... >.<

LOve life!!! live life the fullest!!

u know... my life had improve alot eversince the 2 week semester break... The guy that I used to had a crush on is no longer hanging out with me so that helps alot... And I am closer to my friends d eversince the saw's bday party... And ya... Im back to my happy-go-lucky life... with no crushes to crush on, nobody to "fan" me about what i should do and who i cannot mix with and bla bla bla... the list goes on... Anyway, it has been more than one week since I onlined and man I have missed so much on blogging... There was so many things that I wanted to blog about... Like during my outing with Saw, Yan, Funn, Hsing and Ling in gurney and about how unfortunate of us to not manage to go for Redbox after waiting for so long... T.T But nvm!!! For our next outing, I am so gonna book a freaking Redbox room and sing my lungs out!!! You bet i will... XD But if penang were to encounter earthquake on that day... hey, its not my fault k? The frequency of my voice plus my friends' are not high and powerful enough to cause the seabed to crack and collide with one another de... Man, Im speaking science... Physics to be specific.... >.<>.< But still am proud of myself... ^^V vain i know... but it wouldnt hurt to be vain once in awhile... XD

Anyway, today was fun... It was the first day of 2nd semester... Our first lesson was Digital Electronics & Microprocessor... Quite long for a name of a subject huh? Anyway, It was held in the lab which means its for our practical... Well, the lesson was quite fun and challenging I must say... XD After that, we had a 2 hr lecture for mathematics II which had already ended in about an hr plus and we were supposed to have tutorial class for maths at 2pm but since it was only the first week of the semester, it was canceled... which gave us plenty of time to ourselves... And that was when we decided to go gurney!!! wwwee!!! XD There were 12 of us who went there and we had lunch at Wongkok... So imagine the length of the table that fit the twelve of us in... haha XD And the orders that we took were very cute and funny... It was like... there were 6 ppl sitting in a row facing another 6 ppl and surprisingly, most of us ordered the same dish as the person who was sitting at our opposite... its like San San and Kok Hong ordered Set A which has chicken shop with the same type of sauce... And Catherine had the same as Vincent... While Wei Quan and I had the same dish!!! haha After that, we went to the arcade and played for awhile before going for pool... hehe it was seriously fun today... I'm lovin' it... ^^V