if you cant handle his worst, u dont deserve his best

Saturday, August 14, 2010

It is already week 13 which means that exam will be starting soon in about 1+weeks in time. So of cause, everybody will be busy preparing themselves for it... Same goes to the blogger thus I won't be updating my blog anymore often. =)

Anyways, I've been feeling insecure recently. I don't know why. Maybe because I'm over sensitive. It can't be helped though. Being new in this relationship and I must admit I still find it hard to adapt to his way of life (but I'm trying my best!). That's cause he's always busy with his studies, his friends' studies, assignments and etc... Especially around this time... =/

(mind you, I'm not saying that his friends are bad or anything k! I'm ok with them <(>.<)>)

well, I guess there are bound to have all sorts of obstacles when it comes to every relationship. I mean nothing is smooth sailing... If there is, life won't be so hard anymore. =.= Anyway, to be honest, I've been kinda scared awhile ago. Why? cause I scared he'll break his promise again on the last day of exam. It's not that I don't trust him but he had been M.I.A. (missing in action) several times before this. So yeah, that got me nervous. =X

I don't know. sigh. But still, if I can't handle his worst, then I don't deserve his best. I always believe in this quote. Cause the same goes to me you see... If you can't handle my worst then you don't deserve my best.. I mean, nobody is perfect right? So generally everyone has their own weak points and all... So to love somebody is to be able to accept him the way he is (although there are times you'd wish he'll be more attentive on you... >.<>)
Anyway, I'm not exactly the best gf in the world either so yeah, I don't really have the right to complaint much. But still, I'm learning and trying to a better me~ =)

Cause I really don't want history to repeat itself. and I certainly don't wanna face the same shit again... you have no idea how hard it was... the impact it gave me, and the trash I get for what I did... <(>.<)> I hope, I really really hope that this time will be better and that I am stronger as compare to before... More understanding and humble... and is able to handle his worst... <(>.<)> I don't wanna lose somebody I treasure anymore...

PS : you may not read this but +u for the exam o~ ^^ I'll give my best as well!!

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