On the last day, the question often
asked by many will always be “So how do you feel now that today is your last
day?” How I feel? I felt heavy. Not weight heavy but heart heavy. My heart
literally felt like it weights a tonne now. And I guess this weight will stay
for the rest of the day. Sometimes I felt like it was only yesterday that I first
entered the company. Wearing a white polo-T with jeans carrying a schoolbag
waiting at the lobby at 7.30am after I have parked my small little Kancil at
the big parking lot. I even called one of my friends just to make sure that all
parking lots can be parked and that there were no reserved carpark for some
VIPs. I was very nervous on that first day. Working in that company has always
been in my head since I started my diploma. I have heard great things and many
news back then. I even applied to the company for my internship but there was
no news, sad to say.
Nevertheless,
I have finally made it in and now, by the end of today, I will be leaving. I will
miss a lot of things about this place. The environment, the great people I met,
those that inspire me, the flexibility and so many more. All those memories. All
those good times. Will be kept in me now and always. I still remember entering
a very new team with 2 Graduate Trainees (GT) already on board. They were and
still are like brothers to me. I will not deny that the first new months was
not easy. Absorbing and remembering all that we need to remember. With all
sorts of documents to read and understand. It was crazy. But as time pass,
things got better and with a blink of an eye, 2 years have gone by. And so,
this ends another life chapter of mine.
Who
would have thought that I too one day will say goodbye to this place? This decision
was not an easy one. It took me a very long time to make up my mind and come to
this path. Whether or not I made the right decision, only time will tell. Also,
there is also a saying that there is no right or wrong decision. You just make
the decision and you make it right. I once learnt from XxxHolic (an anime) that
to make a decision, is to base on the consequences that you are willing to
accept and face. It might come from an anime but I really agree on that
statement. So here I am, pouring out my thoughts, then get myself ready for
the next new adventure. Challenge(s), I am coming!
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