i shouldnt have done that

As i look at the pics...
without me in it...
even it had passed for so long...
my heart ache like it had just happened yesterday...
my tears are dried due to the surrounding...
if not, i think it'll be streaming down like 2 silent rivers...
why am i so fragile?
why cant i just let it go?
why must i go and accept him?
If i were to ignore it like i did a month ago...
I wouldnt be so moody now...
If only I can learn to let go completely...
I would have the guts to tell him...
Im happy that you have found happiness in your new life...
I would be able to say that without feeling sad, disappointed and pain...
haiz...
I guess...
after all these time, i thought i would have the courage to view anything about u...
but now i know im wrong...
so i think...
I wont log into Facebook ever again...
Cos i know...
no matter how much i tried...
a small part of me still cannot let u go...
>.<