what a day...

Today i went for the medical check up that is required by NS... went to GH this morning... and u know whats the first thing they ask me to do??? "isi setengah botol ini dengan kencing kamu" (fill half of this bottle with ur urine) eeeww!!!! i was like huh? yuck man!!! at that time i felt so relieved that luckily im NOT going into the medical field or anything field thats got to do with biology... i mean imagine U have to carry out tests on ppl's urine!!! urgh!!! yuck!!! its horrible.... and imagine if that person is infected with disease!!! *faint* ok... after this stupid thing, i went for the eye check and blood pressure stuff... and that person thats in charge of this was mumbling his words like he's talking to himself!!! god! its like so hard for me to hear what he's trying to say man.... tsk tsk... so hard that when he ask me to do something... i ended up scratching my head! it took me about a few minutes to get what he was trying to say u know... my brain nerves really have a hard time interpreting he's data... seriously... in there, i check my height, weight, blood pressure and eye sight... and the conclusion is... im underweight... again... but this time is worse... my weight drop from 45kg to 40kg!! when i saw my result, i really was shocked!! then it only occur to me that this happen due to depression... last week i was seriously depressed.... over that idiot's news... i really couldn't eat much... lost of appetite... its like whenever i wanna try to eat more.... my stomach will feel like throwing up... and i was seriously not hungry at all... all i took was bread, biscuits and oat... i also felt myself getting thinner last week... *shake my head* that's the worst depression that i have ever faced... but now, im back to my normal self... starting to eat like usual... thanks to all the love and support that i got =) ok... back to the GH check-up thing... after that section, i have to get a number and wait for another different checking... and this one was really driving me up the wall... my number was 35, room 3 and the number shown on the screen was only 21!! besides that, the time taken for the number to increse by 1 is like so god damn slow!!! seriously man... i was like so bored and sleepy sitting there with my mum... not just that, the other room (room 2) was moving like a train!!! WAY faster than the room that i was waiting for!!! i was thinking if the kerajaan (government) didn't state that the medical check-up has to be done in a government hospital... i would have gone to a private one!!! urgh!! besides that, all the stuff there speaks nothing but malay!!! when i ask them a question using english, they were giving me a blank look that says 'are u a marshian or something?' and guess what? they reply me in malay... urgh!! and its not relevant to what i wanted to know... but what can i do? tsk... so as i walk back to my seat, i smacked my forehead while shaking my head... terrible... but after waiting for MORE than AN hour, my turn was finally here... "wwwee!!!" as if.... luckily that check-up was kind of brief... and overall, i was qualified for NS.. hehe... that's a relieve because i really dont wanna delay it and miss my form 6 u know... oh well... i think thats all that i wanted to write... on monday, im gonna write bout the education fair i think... but it depends... on my mood =)